Sometimes it feels like i´m too scared to ever love again,to open my heart when I know that the specific boy will someday be gone and our life will turns into a history. I know that i should chance,take a risk. But im tired of giving up,giving in and letting go. What i think is true is that no one is afraid of heights,they´re just afraid of fall. No one is afraid to play,they´re just afraid to lose and no one is afraid of the dark,they´re afraid of what´s in it. And i´m afraid that i´ll never experience the good things again,because i´ve already lived it and already lost it. But one thing I know is that in the end,everything will be good. It´ll be alright,everything. It just takes time.